Sarro’s balloon aloft at radio dawn.
Early one Sunday morning, half awake, half asleep. It was the perfect state for listening to an episode from Sean Hurley’s absolutely magical radio program, the Sherwin Sleeves Show, which came on the radio alarm clock on WBEZ’s Re:sound (another radio show, assembled by the folks at the Third Coast Audio Festival, that also never ceases to amaze).

Sean Hurley/Sherwin Sleeves
Hurley’s radio character, Sherwin Sleeves, took me aboard a hot air balloon in the middle of the New Hampshire night. After a bout of insomnia, Sleeves goes for a walk in the fields behind his house. A hot air balloon lands, and he grabs hold. Lifting himself into the basket, he meets a drunken pilot who is simply drifting after having lost his daughter to cancer.
The journey became a kind of allegorical enactment of the necessary voyage that grief and mourning require: a drift across the unknown on which one bobs like a balloon on the breeze until one lands on the ground again.
The loss doesn’t ever vanish, but the memory of it gets altered by the lostness of grief. And when one hits the surface again, memories new and old get reintegrated. If we’re lucky, we rediscover notes from before a tragedy, saturate them in tears, and go on. We have to.
There is no better medium in which to experience this voyage than through sound, in a balloon, on the air, where the dreamlike and the actual can merge for a moment in the secret dawns of Sunday mornings.
Listen to “The Sean Hurley/Sherwin Sleeves Show” on Episode #106 of Re:sound. Or hear a slightly different version on Hurley’s own website.
Image: Atoms, Motion, and the Void

